Hahahahhaas, alot of people asked me, what is my resolutions for this year.... Well, actually I dun made any for myself.... Rather is like short terms goal?
1) Save as much as I can 2) Hope I can dun be as misleading as before 3) Better Job? 4) Just place myself besides the one I love so that she can knows I am always there for her 5) Hope my family will be happy?
So yup! Boy oh boy.... >_<"" I am so gonna not achieve some HAHAHAHAHAS!
Even though you did not realise, I was there making sure that you are ok. Even though you say its alright when I made you angry, and I tried my very best to say sorry to you Even though I have really tried to make you happy but you were not. Even though I tried to made you laugh but only it seems like you are smiling to me just because I made you laughed. Even though.....
That missing a person can be so heart wrenching? Its like sweet because you had memories with her, sad because you really miss her compaionship, heart wrenching because you know that she is though interested in you and yet because of a existence of a barrier and you both cannot be together unless heaven allows it?? Its really tough and heart wrenching just to wait for that chance and day just so that you both can be together?
And yet been together does not means happily ever after? Cos feelings tends to be sweet when friends become couple. However as days goes by, and patience been running low or out?? It really proves to both of them seeing if they are really worth together anot. Girls been afraid that a friend will disappear just because friendship is not there anymore, what after r/s, what left was hatred and disappointment. So yea.... even if that barrier is gone.... will that feeling will still remains the same if one day we were together??
This is an answer that we have to find, and not been disappointed abt it if one day it has been changed?? But all I know is this.... till that day comes, I will still continue to wait for it... just just hope that we can have a chance at this.... Funny huh?? Its a fool's errand, but yet, there are people like me who still willing to try out that r/s.....
If only you can talk and reply back to me...... I would really give up anything in this world including my life to once again talk and hold you just like before.....
If only you are willing to be by my side, I will give up all the desire just to be with you...
If only time can help me to get you back, I would rather be its slave.
Every seconds, I keep thinking about you..... The moments we are together, the time we hold hands, I hugged your waist. To see your face and expressions.... How I smell your hair, and how you stroke my hands.... Its really as if its yesterday.........
I love you baby, and miss you alot alot... really.... =_(