Just cannot sleep all of a sudden.... Your face keep poping out in my mind everytime I closed my eyes... How I miss you so so much.... Why do you have to leave me alone in this world?? Alone in this world is such a cruel punishment to me... to always to pin for you and yet unable to see you once more... How I wish theres someone out there who can really really fuilfull my wish, dat is to stay wif you at the other world... Why do you have to save me during that accident? I should have died then... How I wish I can die there and then... just so that I can be with you. Everytime, I keep thinking of the times I had with you... Its like my whole life has been sucked out of me. Together with my heart, I have now no more feelings only short of regrets and guilty... I still can remember the first time I met you, the first time we kissed... the first time we huddle under one blanket during that cold cold night during our trip to aussie... Now all I have is only a picture of you and me... a fading yellow picture I desperately keep holding on... You can ALWAYS find a way to cheer me up whenever I am sad... but now.... :_( I really really miss you so so so so much.... untill the day I join you, please be proud of me and please keep on loving me okays? Because for me, I know that I will never stop loving you..
Baby,top. || 2:26 AM