I once came upon a case... theres a couple thats need saving after their boat sinks... I was the rescue swimmer then, I was then deployed for the rescue... I swam to them and I saw the husband was clinging to a floation, while the wife is with a lifevest.... I proceeded to save the wife while advising then husband to hold on to his float... the husband told me not to leave him and during the time I tried to put his wife to the basket letting the helo to airlift her, the husband throw himself from the back wanting to be saved first... during the course, pushing his wife down under the waters.... I was then with no choice, gave him a punch that nearly broke his nose, and then proceed to put him in the basket.... during the time the basket was been winch back to the helo, a big wave came towards us, pushing the wife down under the sea... when I swam back to the surface, I did not saw her, and went undersea to find her... lucky I saw her just near me, and then managed to save her... but she was unconcious and when I and her was being pulled up to the helo, I had to perform cpr to her... lucky for the husband, she managed to live... after when we reach the base, the couple quarreled quite fiercely.... Such a comedy to others, but not for me... but we dun blame the husband, pure survival instinct...
Sometimes when I think back... it took me a long time to realise that the man was also me.... Dear, am I really like him?? I think I am.... keep on clinging to uue yet I dun let uue have a breather..... dear..... so sorry... I... just can't let uue go.... I really can't.... I wish to let uue go... but I really can't.. sorry for my selfishness.... prehaps, one day when I can really let it go, then I can ask for your forgiveness... so sorry...