Theres no song that can touch my heart since god knows when.. but recently I get to listen to a song sing by 张震岳. Song title is 思念是一种病, The song's lyrics really touches my heart most cos thats what and how I am feeling now. Though I know its useless to loiter around past, but just cannot help... Maybe god really wants me to learn lessons that most of the other people cannot imagine or wanna learn if they have a choice. Stay in the past too long is not too good, but I think its like a drug baaas, why do people take drugs?? Cos it makes them forget all the unhappiness they experience. One is harmfully to the body, while mine drug is harmful to my mind.
Both me and lynette has promise each other to give us more time. Five years to be to precise... to do all the things we want and just be wild for this five years, when five years is up, I have started to have feelings for her and while if shes still waiting for me, then maybe, just maybe I will go to aussie with her bas... well, who knows?? Maybe it will not even takes five years~! Lyn's parents went back lers.... before they depart from singapore, lyn's mum talk to me privately, she told me that not to loiter in the past for too long. Look ahead bas... Hahaha~! Maybe I will baaaas.
Friends really can help you or pull you down, either ways friends is essentials for a normal person. It will mprove your well being and not only that, it teaches you how to handle things in life that no books can teach you... Being sandwich in the middle of two friends that dun like one another is really stressful, sometimes even feel like dun wana care about them, but they are your friends, and you had no choice but to accompany them... What advice then can you be given in order to solve that?? Seriously I dunn know. If I cannot find the answer to the problem, I am definately not going to help you to answer it. A answer that both of us gotta find out.
Oh~! I waaaaaaaannnnaaaaaa go for holis LAHS~! (T_T), Maybe Lyn and I can go to hong kong.... Hmmmms I have suggest the idea to her and she was like sho suprised~! And she was like msning me like mad yesterday cos she went to a few travel agencies.... Ey dear girl~! I say going to hong kong on DEC leis~! Kinda early to find the prices right? :P
Anyways I really gotta say thanks to her baaaas, cos without her I really cannot go through my tough and hellish times in my life, a blosom friend indeed. :)
P.S. Please listen to the song in my blog, thats the song I like~! :) May all people who is still loitering or trapped in the past to move on in life baaaas, may I can fulfilled that wish myself too~! Jia yous baaaas~!
一辈子有多少的来不及发现, 已经失去最重要的东西. 恍然大悟, 早已远去. 为何总是在犯错之后才肯相信, 错的是自己. 他们说这就是人生, 试着体会试着, 忍住眼泪, 还是躲. 不开应该有的情绪, 我不会奢求世界停止转动. 我知道逃避一点都没有用, 只是这段时间里, 尤其在夜里还是会想起. 难忘的事情, 我想我的思念是一种病. 久久不能痊愈.
汲汲营营, 忘记身边的人需要爱的关心. 借口总是拉远了距离, 不知不觉, 无声无息. 我们总是在抱怨事与愿违, 却不愿意回头看看自己,想想自己. 到底做了甚么蠢事情, 也许是上帝给我一个试炼, 只是这伤口需要花点时间. 只是会想念, 过去的一切那些人事物, 会离我远去. 而我们终究也会远离, 变成回忆.
多久没有说我爱你, 多久没有拥抱你所爱的人. 当这个世界不在那么美好,只有爱可以让他更好. 我相信一切都来得及, 别管那些纷纷扰扰. 别让不开心的事, 停下了脚步. 就怕你不说, 就怕你不做, 别让遗憾继续, 一切都来得及.
Baby,top. || 11:17 PM