During when we are about to start primary school, Alice's parents decided to move back to malaysia where life is not so stressful, while both lynette and me was being enrolled to the same primary school. Both of us was quite sad that alice did not join us, but we still keep close contact, whenever theres holidays, we will go to malaysia to visit her and her family... Life was really nice then, we had no worries and its always laughter... After primary 4, me and lynette was being streamed to different classes and that makes her insecure, because all along both of us was quite close, but when we are about to be seperated, she really freak out. Even to a point that she ask her parents to ask the teachers to let her to join my class. Hahahaha~! So funny~! Then there was this time where she was being bullied by her class boys.. she then ran to one corner and cry like its the end of the world, After I came to know of this, I just went straight to the boys who made her cry and started hitting him till his head started bleeding~! All the other boys got shock and ran to tell teachers while I was there, keep on hitting him. That idiot boy just cry and cry and cry, hmph... after I knew it, I was being called to the principal's office and was really being scolded and being punished... Parents was being called and things really got out of hand... cos the other party was like wanna call the police and make a big fuss out of it.... But I was lucky then, my teacher put her reputation for me makeing sure that this things will not happened again... All the while, lynette's parents is like trying their best to protect me telling the school that why I did that.... Haish... lynette is always like that ever since young.... getting bullied yet not speaking up... TOOPID girl~! :P But because of that, the friendship between us really deepen... and theres nothing in this world we cannot talk...
After secondary school, I went to a neighbourhood school while lynette went to CHIJ. After the first day of school, we rush to meet one another at yishun and really talk about our new schools, and that one whole day, both of us is so happy and excited~! As time goes by, as our studies get more and more busy, the time we chat also lessen, but we also make it a point to call over the phone at least during at night. Sometimes we can even chat till like 1 or 2 in the morning. Hahahas~! During my school's speech day she will come over while I will go over to hers during its her school speech day. She has really become a babe during secondary school days, and my friends is like all wanting her number and stuffs~! LOL sho funny.... and I will be da one end up protecting her~! Cos lynette's dad is from australia, sho she has the mixed look and that time lots of boys like that kind of girls... But somehow for me I just treat her as my really best friend.
After secondary school days, she went to JC while I am stuck at poly... thats when alice came back and also she join my poly.... thats was the three years that I will never forget in my life because that was the period of time I experienced the sweetest, the most bitter, the most confusing time of my life. Both alice and I studied at the same poly but different course, and that was the time we are really close to one another... at the same time Lyn is also spending alot of time with us... almost at the same time, both girls express their feelings to me..... But end of the day I chose Alice..... though I know lyn is really really sad, but she did not cry and instead bless us, and also in close company with us, helping us whenever she can... the best kind of friends I or even a people can ever had....
A friend that will stand by you thick and thin, no matterhow the rest of the world sees you as. Its really hard to come by and I am really happy by the fact that I had two.... Lynette has seen my ups and downs and trust me..... Its not a good sight when I am down, and most typical friend will actually even heck care you.... My life back then was beyond fucked up.... when alice was gone, I smoke, drink and even tempted to take drugs..... I skip school like no tomorrow, and I was just wasting my life.... but lynette keep holding my hands and never let me go off once... for that I am really grateful to her.... but also because of this, I too feel guilty because I have never returned my feeling to her... Maybe because I was just afraid of starting another relationship ler baaas, or maybe because I was too afraid that the same thing might happened to lynette and I can assure you that I will immediately end my life too... cos the blow is way too big for me lers... once is enough and till now I am still recovering from it.. if it happens the second time...
Lynette... I dun know what to say to you.... whatever promises I gave you will always be there... I will not break it... Sorry I keep saying no.... its not your fault, its mine... If I cannot find the answer myself, I am not going to ask you or even both of us to find out.. sometimes its better to let time itself to unravel the mysteries itself baaas. You had held my hands long enough lers, time to let me walk off for awhile baaas.. Dun worry~! When I am tired ler, I will still make my way back to you ders :) For now wait for my return olies? Thank you for all you have done all along dear girl~! Thank you...again.. :) Dun be too soft anymore lers... during the time I am not with you, try to be abit more fierce olies? otherwise other people will keep taking advantage of you~! TOOPID GIRL~! :)