I remembered the time when I first accepted the job, My first class is actually 111, hahahas little devils... but all of them is really nice even though they are naughty...After that as days goes by, I came to know more about the students.... Lizhen, Liyi, Xinyi (All the Yis~!) that really change my life... cos they are the first batch of students that really talk to me... after that will be the sec 2s, Choco, Centaine,Eileen and company... LOL, I even helped them to salvage the situation among one another... then theres Huishan, Delia,Qianning, Yi ming and the rest, not forgetting yong ming that class... Thank you so much for all the memories that you all gave me both good and bad... Also not forgetting Kady, Michelle, Talia, Emily who celebrated my birthday with me~! :) even those I have miss out, thank you for helping me one way or another... Prehaps... its really time for me to say good bye lers...
Its hard for me to say good bye... but its even more so for me to say goodbye infront of you kids... Dun make me do that oks?? for those of you who know this blog, please keep this a secret for me okies?? There is alot of reasons for me leaving; not only the school's fault, but also partly my decison.... Maybe Singapore is really not the place for me to live in... Maybe... Haish... All that is to be spoken, need not speak.... I only hope that all of you kids can pass your 'o' levels peacefuly... Dun trouble yourself with unneccesary troubles... We will still be friends :) That I can promise... but in the near future, I will not be talking to you all as much baaas. Cos theres alot of things to consider and to do... Maybe when I have settled down, I will then contact you kids...
To Lizhen: You are a good girl, you alway were, but dun try relationship with any guys.. cos its always not good to throw yourself in to a realtionship without knowing anyting...
To Liyi: You say you dun like to be scolded, but sometimes it is because I cared for you thats why when you do something wrong, I would scold you... Anyways, just be a good girl and continue to study olies? :)
To Jiali: Life in hostel is always not nice, I know... but bear with it, and time will pass more quickly.. also please study dun always think of boys lahs~!
To Xinyi: Haish, among all of the sec 2nt You are the one I am worried about.. though you appeared to be mature, but you always can never pass love this obstacle... studies is more important olies? Cry over a boy is not worth it, beacuse end of the day, you have to account to yourself.. Be mature mentally okies?? :)
To Choco (A.K.A Homo): Dun be too sensitive ler okies?? being sensitive to some things is good, because it protects you.. but being too sensitive is not good too, try to open yourself up more... I dun wish to see you crying while growing up...
To Centaine: I know sometimes you feel that the whole world is against you... I know that feeling because I am experienced it before... In order to protect yourself, you hope that you can be safe just by being alone... sometimes, its a good thing to be alone... but that is only when you feel that people is too suffocating.. but friends is like oxygen.... breathe in without letting out, can only means certain death, not breathing also brings death to you... Learn to handle friends well and you will be fine... remember our promise? It still holds okies? ;)
To Eileen: Sometimes parents like to control their child unknowingly harming them... Talk to them more... especially dads, I know.. cos I have a feeling I will be like your dad when I have kids... Sho tell your dad how you feel, dun isolate him away, he IS part of you, and the same goes for you is a part of him... Can you imagine how you feel if a part of you is doing wrong, yet you cannot help him or her?? Thats your dad~!
Huishan: I know you are happy with your boy boy, but also must take care of your homework ahs... Also other teachers might not be as friendly as me, but all in all, all the teachers treat their students as their kids... Being fierce is sho that you can obey them...
Delia: Be a good girl olies?? You are a beautiful girl, I am sure you will have lots of guys chasing you lahs, Just have to find a guy who treats you nice ah~! Also, dun pon any classes ah~! Next time if you free, contact me lohs, we can all meet up and be hyper~! :O
Qianning: Stay long with him okies? :O Also take notice of your studies~! Jia you~!
Michelle: You are a nice and considerate girl, but sometimes just like to blow your temper... Though sometimes people might do something wrong, but you can always tell them clamly olies? Be nice to other people, they will be nice to you back~! :)
Talia: Grand Nu Er~! Hahahahas sorry I forget to thank you ahs~! Anyways, you are a caring girl, I can see that, Stay happy and grow up abit laaaahs, You look too tiny :P Drink more milk and go swimming more...:) Anyways, you will ALWAYS be my one and only Grand Nu Er lahs~!
Kady: So hows your experience with the outside world?? Sometimes people might just harm you, be it knowingly or unknowingly... you will never know, end of the day, just stay true to yourself and you will open up the path that you are destined to walk.. Stay firm in whatever you are doing if you feel and know its right..
Emily: I know sometimes people ignore you, but its ok, end of the day, you will know that these are not the friends for you, sho look for other people who will be true friends to you.. Keep searching, who knows? They might just be around you~!
Justina: Just hang in there ok? Just only a few more months to go... I know sometimes you just wanna find people to talk to, concern from other people... But Sometimes, when you look back, parents might just be the one you are looking for... talk to them, let them know you~!
Angela: All that needs to be spoken has been done... All that needs not to be spoken is there too.. All I hope is that you know what you are doing... thats all I ask of you... KNOW what you are doing...
Yong Ming: Maybe all along, she IS the one for you?? Maybe, just maybe be more brave, and things will be better... Think she is still waiting for you... If you still feel for her, DUN WASTE TIME... chase her back...
Myself: Maybe its time ler baaas... Somehow I feel...Life is like a boat... Nobody knows who I really am... I have never felt this lonely before... If I need someone... who will come along??? Maybe they just dun give a damm. I really dun know what I will do next... overseas? or continue to stay in singapore?? See how baaas, guess I have rest enough.....