I remembered the first time I danced with Alice... this is the song that we dance to.. Both of us love this song because we both feel that this song really sings out the helplessness and yet the sweetness of love. Both grateful yet afraid of the love that was given. We..... danced to this song the whole night long at sentosa, under the starry night that we both can never forget... such a sight..
After when Alice left me, I went to sentosa once again.. alone.... the feeling was so de ja vu and yet sad but nice... it is as though all the feelings that I hold out for so long came back to me, rushing all over me... So....helpless...
I told Lynn about my resignation today.... and as usual... she bugged me to go to aussie... she told me that theres nothing here left for me to look back... might as well have a fresh start... Hmmmmms well, I wonder... ;p Guess decision have to be made have to made sooner or later baaas... Guess after this month I need to see where I should be going lers.... Kinda sudden and also feel kinda bad cos I promise the monkies to stay for a few more months... but.. sorry... I tried to push back as late as I could... but things just have a way of happening... But dun be sad olies? Like what I have posted earlier... Its sad for me to leave... its even harder to say goodbye to all of you like this... dun force me to say goodbye infront of you olies??
Lynn told me that its a bad choice telling you all that I would be quitting, cos it will only bring unhappiness to all of you. Maybe shes right, maybe shes just afraid that I will be tempted to stay... but whatever it is, I think.... haish... I just dun know what to say lers... Anyways, we can always meet up right?? Its not forever goodbye... Sho I will end here with a goodbye baaas~!
To all my monkies: You thank me after every lesson you had with me, but in fact it is I who must thank you for coming to my lessons with a smile. Though sometimes I had to force it out from you all, but we had fun and thats the main thing right? Ever since I join this school, I learn alot everyday, how to interact with kids, how to interact with teachers both troublesome and good... I tried to live a life as a normal person... but my destiny does not allows it.... maybe its time for me to face my destiny ler baaas though kinda late, but its better then never right? ;p
All of you told me that you had sought comfort in me but actually it is me who find comfort with all of you... please listen to your next 3d instructor olies??
感谢你们用心爱着我~！
THANK YOU MONKIES~! (Head bowing down) :p