I had think it through.... coming march... I will be going to aus to look for an apartment and by dec time, I will shift to australia... I know this is sudden.. but I have think it through and through.... I think its the best for me... for now... that is....
Singapore has truly alot alot of menories for me.... all just too overwhelming, but sorry.... I just wanted a shift of new enviroment.. For now if those of you who see this, please keep very very quiet.... cos I wanna go away alone and quiet.....
Some of my closer friends have received my sms about my decision and they were quite disappointed... sorry ya? :_( But.... I guess its for the best baaas... Dun worry... Lynn will help me over there... besides... its not like I have not live alone... I HAVE always been living alone...
Some of them tried to ask me to stay for awhile more... they claims that its my memories... no matter where I go, its always with me... Its true... but... maybe I just wanna get away from all this... this familiar place.. sad familiar place... But its not confirm yet... cos Lynn told me that she might take some time for her to process the apartment too... besides, I have not go there and really see it... so no confirm yet...
The song right now in my blog... somehow kinda tells you how I feel now.... How I feel to the individual... but this song is dedicated to all of you who came in and see my inner world...
xoxoxoxoxoxo
教室里那台风琴 叮咚叮咚嚀叮像你告白的声音
作一直很轻微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影喜欢你字跡清秀的关心
那温热的牛奶瓶
在我手中握紧有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停出现
那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵过手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明