Then somemore yesterday did not sleep well wors.... Slept at 11pm plus... but woke up at 1 am plus.... then on and off.....
To Individual: LOL~! Seriously, I also dunnoe how to reply your sms wors.... haish... its like I dun hate you.... but I also dun wanna forgive you.... Dun wanna hate you is because I cannot bring myself to hate you... Cos seriously deep in my heart, I still cherish you alot... But on the other side.... I cannot bring myself to forgive you too.... Cos the hurt you brought to me is really really deep.... Its not anything like what happen between you and that bastard... No... actually I should say, its MORE than that, because I was not only experiencing your pain between you and him when both of you broke up, but also another pain... and that pain is called betrayal...
You ask me if theres anything to rectify our friendship.... I also too dunnoe how to answer you that.... But I guess if I am bastard enough like your boyfriend... I would ask you to break up with him... and come back to me... but both of us know well enough that you will not do that is it not?? :) So why even bother asking?? I just hope that your loyalty will be paid off in the long run... So the bottom line is that I too wish to know the answer... but I dun have it.....
Like what had told you that night.... I guess I now know who is the biggest winner and whos the biggest loser in this gamble ler right? ;)
XOXOXOXOXOXO