Sianz lahs...... now totally no mood to do work norhs...... Super sian...... Hate this kind of feelings..... And I also know that theres a good chance it will follow me to aus even though I feel it will have a fresh start for me...
How lahs........ Well, alot of people kept asking me why I wanna shift... well, cos I have seen the ugliness of mankind.... how they will be despicable so that they can have things or the things they wanna possesed... very very very 心寒.....
Lynn told me... seriously that guy is a bastard.... cos she feels that the pain and hurt will only be inflicted upon me and that individual only..... so there no losing end for him to do this kind of things... As long as end of the day, hes not hurt, then everything else is ok lohs.... Pain for me, guilt feelings for the individual....
Sianz...... really wanna sleep lahs... but I just can't get to sleep wors.... kekekekeke.... its like everytime I slept.... images keep surfacing out like theres no tomorrow... So scary....
Shawn ahs..... forget it lahs.... please please please forget it 好吗? 不要那么不争气了。。。 She has made it very very clear to you that its not possible lers..... 放手吧。。。。
Maybe now I am just scared to think that shes with this kind of guy baaas.... I just prayed that she will be fine with him lohs...
XOXOXOXOXOXO
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