After that H.O.D I.T came and chat with me..... He asked me what is my future plans etc etc... I told him frankly that I had plans to shift lers..... He was quite surprised at first... but he still wished me the best... hahahahas, guess he can sense my determination on moving to aus~! :D
I went online and found a few apartments that I quite like... but all sho damm ex lohs...
Sianz..... I also dunnoe how... see how first baaas gotta save up looohs...
Theres a few more friends I have not told them I wanna leave... well, thats because they are those who is the closest to me... those that had a part in my heart... I guess I will break the news to them during new year baaas....
Today I had lesser urge of thinking that individual.... Maybe because my heart is more or less settle down ler baas.... she sms me today... wishing me good morning...... I....dun...have the heart to sms back, cos if I do... all the feelings that I have tried some hard to buried, will surface again....
Seriously.... after alot alot of incident... my tears seems to dried up lers.... sometimes its good.... sometimes... its not.... cos like my earlier post..... crying without tears... is really really a toture...
Forget it... I had made my decision.. I will walk it down no matter what... If we are truly fated.. then let heavens decide bas... but though that is not likely to happen anymore...
Hello Aus~! tata singapore....
XOXOXOXOXO