Arggggghhhh~! Why am I still hoping that there will be a turn of events?! Why am I so useless?! Damm it~! I am more useless than a idiot~! Why do I still harbour hopes?!

WHY WHY WHY??????????? Why do I always hope to receive your sms or even call when I jolly well know that ITS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN?!

Fuck lahs..... I hate this kind of feelings lohs.... fuck up~! I REALLY HATE THE FEELING OF HARBOURING HOPES WHEN I 10000% KNEW ITS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN~!
Baby,top. || 6:29 PM