To me, well, to my own...kekekeke, what we both feel sad is that there goes our friendship..... its not that it cannot stand to test... It did survive alot of tests time has gave us... Its just that we have failed the final test was given to us... Kekekeke....
You once told me why our relationship have to start now?? Why it cannot start earlier..... Well, every things has its own course of nature baas.... Its sad is it not??? Once friendship turns to love... nothing seems to be the same.....
She did not told me even till the very end that she wants me to stay... So I guess, my plan is still on baaas.... But... after experiencing this turn of event... nothing is absolute in this world till its in your hand wors.... kekekeke...
Dear individual... I am sorry for causing the guilt onto you.. I truly am.... its never my wish that things came to this... but... it just happens lohs... cos I guess thats the only way out for us baaas...
Me for the pain... you feel guilty yet happy... Who knows... maybe after you get married, things will be much more stable as it was baaas... prehaps then... that will be the time for us to meet again... I am too sorry for saying those things that hurts your feelings... But I guess in order to push you away..., I had to do it baaas.. Its not that I dun wanna be your friend... I really DO wanna be your best friend... but, I guess it not the time yet baas... who knows?? Maybe by that time, you will have more and better friends then me wors.... ;p But saying sorry does not helps at all is it not?? So I guess the only thing that we can do is to walk each to our own paths baaas....
I will always keep you in my heart.. good bye my love.... and also my best friend....
XOXOXOXOXOXO