我觉得我们的距离越来越远了。。。 你说手心是肉，手背也是肉。 那里受伤你都不好过。可是， 只有你的手心和手背会痛的吗？ 难道我的手心和手背就不会痛吗？ 手心是十年的友情，而手背是三日的爱情。 我又该放弃那一个呢？ 你说你很伤心，因为我们的友情就那么经不起考验。 那么， 如果你是我的话， 那你会着么办呢？ 你会忍气吞声吗？ 你给我的不止是悲哀和痛苦， 你还椑判了我。。。 那我该恨你还是把你推一边呢？ 我该跟你说过，我爱一个人是一辈子；恨一个人也是一辈子的。
Lynn has told me, that you are starting to feel less guilty ler... cos of all the actions you did... I dun know, and I dun wish to know.. Lynn sometimes really wish to scold that individual.. really really scold her... but alot of times I stopped her... she asked me why I wanna stopped her?? Actually she should be scolded, and given this situation to anyone else, all will too feel the same.. At times, she will secretly used my msn and guess who is the one that does this to me... lucky I did not say the name to her wors.... kekekekeke.
Guess right now I am the only one sleepless huh?? kekekekekeke.... guess feelings too is like a fleeting things to humans baaas... So people will only feel guilty but then end of the day, will console to onself saying that this cannot be helped der... so must feel less guilty and move on with their life... without considering other people's feeling... After all end of the day, that individual has her boyfriend to rest on... and while he will try to console her... but then guess I will be alone lohs...
Forget it baas, since I had chose this path, I will walk it down no matter what lers... Since people can forsake 17 years of friendship and three days to relationship... then why should I feel sad about?? Nothing you do or says will change back anything lers... sad but truth... But from what I gather from your last sms, I feel you too are giving up on our friendship lers... you are just trying for the sake of trying only.... anyways, he matters more to you right now.... and I dun have the heart to imagine this... I DON'T CARE lers.... Lets walk our seperate ways baaas... This I hope will be the last post of this charade.....
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