You know, the most sad thing that can happen to a person is that to know a person that you tried to put your heart into and try to make the relationship happens and yet end of the day, the results is a big disappointment to you.
Sometimes I wonder, why promises exists in this world? Promises only exist so that they are meant to be broken izzit?? I am not too sure. I used to think that promises is there because it is to confirm a special relationship or understanding between two persons. So than why most of the time promises is broken? Thats not so worse, whats worse is that the disappointment behind that promise hold.
"Sorry" is also another word I am really starting to hate now. Ironic that both words comes hand in hand huh?? I mean, if the promise is broken, whats the point of saying sorry?? I dun get it... I really dun. Is it a polite way to let other people know that they can't fulfill their promises? Than why in the first place do you wanna make promises?
Prehaps, they have done their best to fulfill their promises to other people but due to some incidents, they just can't make their promise true. But the disappointment behind it is actually far more hurtful than most can imagine. I know it.... cos I have been there.... So does everyone that reads my blog so too right??
I have decided that its time to stop all this ler bahs..... I mean, I am really tired ler.... So please stop giving me false hopes can?? I just wanna spend the rest of my life doing things I wanna do.... is that really hard for me to even hope for mah?? I have so many things that I hope to learn so, yea.... I guess right now is still not the time for me to open my heart again ler bahs.... Realtionships perhaps is one area I hope to learn and experience but I guess is not now bah... I mean who knows?? Maybe there is a true one outside waiting for me too, but I think that chances is really really low ler....
So in conclusion, I dun wish to fall in love anymore....