Went to St James on saturday, it shld be a fun night if not of some incident that happened earlier.... Going there was a last minute decision. My friends all got quite shocked when I down three bottles of Chivas and yet still can remain standing and been more sober than any other of my friends that drank. Hahahahas, I guess I am staring to be abnormal ler bahs..... We partied till around 5am and they decided to call it a day and went home....

I decided to stay there for awhile longer..... like my last post.... I dun really wish to go back home recently..... even more to even sleep in the bed if I had a choice. So..... I just sat down infront of vivo where its facing sentosa.... It was..... calming.... surpising for me.... maybe I guess my heart is in a swirl that I cannot react bahs..... Damm alcohol is not helping anymore... that was when I decided that I do not wanna promise other people and also other people promising me things...

Prehaps, you can also say, 7/11/09 is the time where I decided to stop loving anymore.... After hanging ard vivocity for ard two hours, I started to walk ard vivo and went to their sky park instead.... Stupid me.... even there also got memories, so why the hell I am there wors....

Sunday went to one of my good friend's house and settle his wedding.... hahahas, funny guy lah.... But he will be a good hubby to his wife. I am sure of it.... Congrats Hans~! Its a new start of your other life. So, have fun ahs~!

I am than supposed to meet someone for dinner, waited till 8pm and what I got is another disappointment... So I decided to skip dinner..... funny it seems thats I dun feel hungry after running around since saturday night.... Unable to sleep.... went to 7-11 to buy beer to drink.... even though after drinking, its still no use.... on and off sleeps is like torturing.... woke up at 7 and cannot sleep ler....

I really dun feel like seeing a certain person right now.... guess I have to give excuses bah....
Sians lahs~! I HATE MY BED~!
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