I did not know....
That missing a person can be so heart wrenching? Its like sweet because you had memories with her, sad because you really miss her compaionship, heart wrenching because you know that she is though interested in you and yet because of a existence of a barrier and you both cannot be together unless heaven allows it?? Its really tough and heart wrenching just to wait for that chance and day just so that you both can be together?
And yet been together does not means happily ever after? Cos feelings tends to be sweet when friends become couple. However as days goes by, and patience been running low or out?? It really proves to both of them seeing if they are really worth together anot. Girls been afraid that a friend will disappear just because friendship is not there anymore, what after r/s, what left was hatred and disappointment. So yea.... even if that barrier is gone.... will that feeling will still remains the same if one day we were together??
This is an answer that we have to find, and not been disappointed abt it if one day it has been changed?? But all I know is this.... till that day comes, I will still continue to wait for it... just just hope that we can have a chance at this.... Funny huh?? Its a fool's errand, but yet, there are people like me who still willing to try out that r/s.....
Baby,top. || 4:27 PM